Is being thin more important than this?
I remember knowing that being thin wasn't the most important thing in the world.
But it still FELT like the most important thing in the world.
Logic rarely had space in my head to counteract eating disorder or body image thoughts, so I had to find things that would penetrate my heart.
Like the video of the schoolboy
that brought me to tears. Every time.
Or Mandy Harvey
and her incredible story of determination and heart.
Connecting with these feel good videos didn't always take the torture of body image pain away, but it allowed me to connect with soulful moments.